Created 12/29/19
2019 | the future


have an idea for this site.
also i dont like this week it is stupid dumb bad i want it to end !!!


i cut my left hand when i tried to go kayaking. shit
was planning on doing school work afterward but i guess not


The beginning of the end of the school year.
i was typing the original version of this blog post out but then i realized it was too sad and i sounded like a bit of an asshole. sorry


today was a little hectic
might do some more school work. to fill the emptiness


had most of the money for new iphone se (which its website makes my browser freeze)
didn't have all of the funds for it tho, so me and my mom figured out a deal for her to get it for me and i have to pay her back.
everyday my life becomes more like animal crossing
also i turned 15 yesterday, so my mom is trying to figure out a way for me to get my learners permit so i can be her designated driver
i dont think i'll be able to get it yet tho, with yaknow, the pandemic enwraping the world right now. dont get me wrong, i want to drive, im just being realistic

the funny weed number day

haha funny dank meme
updated the look of the site. i dont think its looks like garbage anymore (except the guestbook, thats glitchy)
am using javascript for the navbar. super duper high tech


hello internet. today we learned that my grandpa is basically giving himself dementia, by taking meds he doesn't need.
why is my blog so sad all the time.
you know, most blogs/social media only show the nice sides of people's lives.
with me? no. i get real negative. i don't hold back. im sorry


Im gonna have to pull drastic measures to keep myself from turning into Jack Torrance from The Shining.
Im gonna go to Omegle Video Chat. I might see alot of dicks, but it's worth the social interaction.


was deconstructing granpa's outdoor table with an axe
cut my leg a little
(thats what that leg neocities post was about btw, if you saw that. im going to be the first article on the new Penny's Pages)


so i was wanting to sell donkey kong and arms, and my neighbor works at a book/vidya store.
so she agreed to buy 'em from me. so i go to their website. oh lord their site.
it's on http and it looks straight out of 2001. not professional at all.
I would link it, but then i would dox myself, soo
im gonna see if i can redesign their website for cash money

4/3 (but like, at 12:45 am)

after this crazy day of buying groceries and my grandpa somehow getting lost, its finally sleep time
after today, my school districts is letting us have spring break off even though coronavirus.
ytmnd is back isn't that neat.


im so bored ahhh


I actually got so mad at e-school i smashed a hotwheels car to pieces


i've been tricking my phone out with different launchers and stuff
my phone be cool now 😎
there is now a coronavirus patient in the state i live in. great.
i live in alabama


i was planning on doing important things today
like, uh, making a resume to get a job (which would be my first), do some website updates
but im too tired damn. this week has been draining af.
maybe i can actually get shit done over the weekend


volunteered for my high school today
i parked people and got donations
one guy yelled at me lol

i forgot lol

im fixin to do some mardi gras marchin!
did some css adjustment


went to a friends house
he has a drum set and now i want drums
they have chickens and now we are getting a rooster
the difference is that ive had chickens before but never a drum set.


weird shit that happened to me gave me the drive to work on websites
mostly that someone put a tampon in my backpack at school
but there was other things that happened
so lets get stuff done, eh?


A *poem of my life*
A pickup truck made of red,
Fills my life with so much dread.
makes me angry, nothing matters,
my family life is in tatters

Nothing seems to go my way these days huh


wall of text inbound:
lets start out with the hApPy!
I saw a possum (people from discord may already know this)
cool possum video
What Am I Reading Now, you may ask? I'll let you know that what i'm reading is From A Buick 8 by Stephen King, the cool guy who left Facebook recently!
Good Job Stephen King!
the sad
So after I saw the possum, we went to get food.
Me, me mom, and my saint of a grandad
(A Mexican resturant to be specific [ not taco bell ])
Now, this resturant had karaoke.
I sang a little bit. this and this (currently listening to it) Also eating at this fine establishment, there was a girl also singing karaoke.
She wasn't bad, not great either, ya'know?
My mom, already getting drunk as hell, said "you're gonna get married to that girl."
Me, being not drunk, was embarassed. Thank god the girl didn't hear my mom (she probably did, my mom was nearly yelling)
later on, when we were leaving, my mom said she had to use the bathroom.
So me and my grandpa went out to the car. We waited a while, and i got concerned cuz she still wasn't out.
called her. no response. go inside, look around, call again. no response.
ask the guy managing the karaoke (he knows her well), says she went outside.
fuckthisgoddamngoosechase.jpeg . go outside. car is no longer where it was. aaaaa
look around. call grandpa (useless, he doesn't know how to use his phone)
call mom. finally picks up. says shes at another part of the parking lot
walk over there. I say "I was looking for you, I thought you were on The John(toilet for the uninformed)
grandpa laughs. she thinks my attempt at humour is backtalk somehow??
she wonders why i don't want to go out to family dinner. this is why


finished reading It today


ya know... the funniest thing happened today
i had feelings for a girl for the longest time, since the beginning of school even.
but then today, nothing. no feelings at all.
but she is already seeing someone else, in the next town over
i dont't thinks she is all that interested in me, either (we are friends rn, see eachother everyday)
this is a weird feeling. just yesterday i was thinking about asking her out.
what do i do? should i ask her if she would go out with me if i asked?
(i showed her this site once, hopefully she forgot about it and doesn't see this lol)


i got my hair tinted blue its so cooooooooooooooooool!


mood: bored, kinda sad
i actually wanted to go to school today, but my mom convinced me that i should stay home "to see our family"
family time turned out to be helping my uncle put a tarp on my grandpa's boat.
thats fine though, as i got to chill most of the day.
I've thinkin of ways to get moneymoneymoney.
since you know, im a jobless teenager. but maybe soon that will change?
been discussing with a friend about a 'business venture', and i'm thinking about my own ways of making moola
(my idea is to sell shit on craigslist, not a very good idea but who knows?)
lets see where this takes me
i ventured into the world of (real) PC gaming with the making of a steam account!
Rivals of Aether is the first game i bought. its cool.


my grandad has been introduced to smartphones at the age of 85
im basically his teacher.
been trying to download the linux mint mate iso all day but our internet sucks.
better day? i guess
Hello web diary.
We have our good days and our bad ones.
For me, today was a bad one.
but hey, new smashbros reveal so.


I got a usb stick to become a linux hacker
also a smartwatch
thats it


My mom forgot to set her alarm clock, so she didn't wake me up
(she wakes me, thats our system)
so i didn't go to school
today is a nothing day


its the rawring twenties,
i've been looking in my dead desktop, gonna buy new processor w/ fan when i have the funds.
got some christmas money, but not enough for a good one, not really worth spending
plus there is a chance i may fuck it up and waste atleast 100 hundred dollars.
i've never really done that kind of thing before. same with installing a new os.
im tech baby.


got lots of shit for christmas
my grandma died and we went to her funeral.
kinda to want to moar shit on neocities again
i've taken a small 'break', but i'm back.
I created my 2020 blog today for s0me d4mn reason
new format! new blog entries will be at the top (instead of the the bottom)
since creating my blog, i have realized this is the best way
still reading It
2019 | the future